One step forward

So I was FINALLY down a pound yesterday. I think part of it was that I weighed in nekkid before a shower so that pound was probably my house dress. Then of course this morning I was up 2.6 lbs. Hahahah!  I ate well and actually drank my liquid but did fall face first in the cheeseballs last night so I think that is why. 

I also cannot help but wonder if this fibroid is not helping me lose either. Things I have done in past that worked are just not working now. 

I seriously thought about cancelling my surgery yesterday. I woke up to a text of how much they want before surgery and it is over $2200. I do not have that just laying around. Hell, I do not even have enough money for August at this point. I have a feeling some bills are going to be paid late because he will not get paid till August 15th and me after that.  We have bills that start on August 1st including the mortgage! I have open funds on Care Credit at least- I just do not have the funds for a higher minimum payment. I will figure it out somehow as always. 

Yesterday was my first 100% FREE day! I did have an iron appointment at 4 that I came close to forgetting about. At 3:15 I looked at the time and was like wait a minute isn't my appt today??  I got there in plenty of time and was able to go right in. My iron is looking soooo good!  It was 5.2 in Feb.  The last three months it has been 12.2, 12, 12.5  Yes  The HIGHEST it has even been at the 12.5. So this tells me I HAVE to keep my surgery in place. The only thing different is that I have been taking that med to reduce my menstrual outflow. I have also gone up over 10 pounds since February as well. 

You might be wondering why I said yesterday was my first free day. I FINISHED ALL MY CLASS WORK Tuesday evening! While the term is technically on till 7/8 all of my work is completed and turned in. I should end up with a A, A, and C+.  The C is my fault because I rushed stuff but I did that on purpose because I am just over that class and school in general. It was the second business law class and I just don't care anymore. My GPA is still going to be at 3.86 with the C+. 

I HAVE ONE CLASS LEFT TO COMPLETE MY BAS!!!!  

Fall A will be my Capstone class and then I am DONE!!!!!!!