Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Insert large sigh here

Well yesterday was a bad day for me as you know from yesterdays frustrated post. I ended up hanging on till hubby got home from school. Then I opened my X-mas M&M's from my stocking and poured out about two servings. (serving is 1/4 cup and I used a bowl that only does 1/2 cup) I went into our dark bedroom, locked the door, and snuggled up in bed enjoying my M&M's. I ate them very slowly and counted them. I ended up being ok to stop after 10. :) I was really shocked and happy that I was able to stop then. A ended up opening the door with his "special tool" he told me about (got to figure out what it is and where he hides it) and let B in. There went my peace and quiet. siiiiggghhhh

I made the mistake of bring the little bowl out with me to the LR so I mindlessly ate the rest of the bowl. @@ Whoops! I really had been jonesing for Panera but I really didn't want to drive into town or spend the money. So I ended up digging out some frozen shrimp and making something up. It was yummy! Then I had a few more M&M's to make sure I had them out of my system. Heh

Anyway today the M&M's are put away (out of sight out of mind) and it's back on plan for me.

Amazingly enough the scale actually showed a loss today! If only today had been WI day. LOL

Tuesday, February 1, 2011


I am currently feeling extremely frustrated!!! My weigh in sucked but I can deal with that. At least I stayed the same and did not gain. My main frustrations are falling with my 5 yr old A. I feel like the school is calling me every day now over his behavior! He has already been written up twice on the bus and been suspended from the bus for a day. I have heard from the Dean of the school 3 times now and I see I have a missed call from this morning. UGH! UGH! UGH!

Ok, I feel a little better now- Hubbers just called on his school lunch break and he got the call too. I had no message but he did so at least this one wasn't a problem call. More of a call to let me know that he got my note and discussed it with the bus driver. I had requested a seat change because it seems most of A's problems have to do with one child in particular. This child lives the next block over and they are in the same K class. A lot of times when A comes home with a frowny face from class it involves this child. A just wants to play with and make this child laugh. I do not know if this child is getting in trouble or not. We have met the parents at back to school night and they do not seem like people we would mesh with very well.

BLAH! Off to make lunch for little B and I.